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[May 03.2006 at 12.27pm] sup livejournal i haven't updated you in 8 months It's time.

[Sep 05.2005 at 10.05pm] i can't put words to the way i'm feeling right now. but i can say that i hate it. It's time.

[Aug 10.2005 at 01.38pm] Love life! time.

[Aug 09.2005 at 11.16pm] school, here i come. it's time to start feeling accomplished again. it's time to get my shit together. it's time to get school over with, and start the rest of my life. it's time to become the person i've always wanted to be it's time to be in control, and know exactly where i'm going 5 more days until i feel like myself again. 5 more days and i wont feel lazy anymore. 5 more days and i can't fucking wait! It's time.

[Jul 21.2005 at 10.26pm] i love being in the company of both of you. thanks for coming to see me It's time.

[Jul 20.2005 at 06.57pm] so two days ago i never really got over being sick yesterday morning i went back to aly's because i thought i was better then, my stomach began to hurt again, and i threw up 3 times so i called my mom, and she came and picked me up i waited about 3 hours for the doctor to call her and tell her to take me to the ER so we get to the ER and end up waiting in there for 3 more hours then after i was admitted they gave me some pain killers and then i went to get a cat scan they noticed that my appendix was a tiny bit swollen i had the very beginning of appendicitus so, last night i went into surgery and got my appendix removed and now i'm really out of it because i've got a lot of codine in me. i appologize for this entry being not put together at all. It's time.

[Jul 19.2005 at 01.25am] i don't think i've been this happy in a long time i love being home i love seeing my mom and sleeping in my own bed i love eating my own food and not having to worry about anything because mommy is there to make everything better i was really sick earlier today my stomach had a shooting pain in it up until about 2 hours ago it pretty much rendered me motionless except when i got up to go throw up i feel like a child again. i'm finally getting a car and i'll be spending way more time here and i can't think of anything else that would be better for me at the moment and i wish you were here. man girls, are crazy. but i'm glad i have completely genuine feelings for this one and i haven't been annoyed with our little arrangement yet that's a good thing for me i'm not one for relationships but i can definitely see one coming out of this god i'm so fucking ecstatic right now. time.

[Jul 11.2005 at 12.19am] and i'm hangin' on your words like i always used to do; the words they use so lightly "i only feel for you" jesus i love this band. It's time.

[Jul 10.2005 at 09.07pm] i found some of our old pictures we looked so happy ha It's time.

[Jul 08.2005 at 02.45am] out of all seriousness; you fail me. you are never to make anything of yourself you will forever be confined by the rules of society and by that, i mean rebelling against them. nothing you do is satisfying to anybody, including yourself. everything you are made of, everything you think that you stand for, and every thought that has ever passed through your mind is a direct replica of what you think is going through everyone else's head. nothing that comes from you completes anything, you sit around and complain. you complain about people, and how they "suck" and how much you hate people like them when in fact, you are exactly like them. you are the scum of this town, no, of the earth. It's time.

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